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ibneko[self-musings follow... nothing to concern you guys, just move onto your next friend's post.]
I should talk to Lily L. again. I'm still afraid I'll get screwed over in the long run, but hey, at least I've have been not-as-lonely before I get screwed over~ the only problem is, I'm not too sure how to approach her. 'cause while I did bring up the suggestion to "cut off all contact with her" (omg, so stupid. Note: Once friends, don't do that. 'cause it's just STUPID.), but we never really agreed on doing so. ::shrugs:: I dunno. Probably just online though. Or if in person, without Christine. I don't feel like bothering with having to tiptoe around Christine for fear that she might be in a bad mood. Mmmm, should ask Christine what classes she's taking and see if we have anything in common this semester...
Bleh, I need to go shower and sleep. Sleeeeeeeeeeep.
I think my biggest problem in terms of having friends is that going through 2+3+4 years of GT/magnet/IB has spoiled me, so I make friends with only a very select few? Like... I'll find myself interested in girls who randomly quote shakespeare, for example, while playing pool. And be turned off by guys kicking plastic bottles down the hallway and being loud and noisy in general. Or girls who have shitloads of makeup and gossip in flocks. In other words, I think, practical-ness is important. As is minor insanity, and the ability to be strange in public. Yeah.........
I should talk to Lily L. again. I'm still afraid I'll get screwed over in the long run, but hey, at least I've have been not-as-lonely before I get screwed over~ the only problem is, I'm not too sure how to approach her. 'cause while I did bring up the suggestion to "cut off all contact with her" (omg, so stupid. Note: Once friends, don't do that. 'cause it's just STUPID.), but we never really agreed on doing so. ::shrugs:: I dunno. Probably just online though. Or if in person, without Christine. I don't feel like bothering with having to tiptoe around Christine for fear that she might be in a bad mood. Mmmm, should ask Christine what classes she's taking and see if we have anything in common this semester...
Bleh, I need to go shower and sleep. Sleeeeeeeeeeep.
I think my biggest problem in terms of having friends is that going through 2+3+4 years of GT/magnet/IB has spoiled me, so I make friends with only a very select few? Like... I'll find myself interested in girls who randomly quote shakespeare, for example, while playing pool. And be turned off by guys kicking plastic bottles down the hallway and being loud and noisy in general. Or girls who have shitloads of makeup and gossip in flocks. In other words, I think, practical-ness is important. As is minor insanity, and the ability to be strange in public. Yeah.........
