bah humbug.
Jun. 11th, 2003 08:23 pmI lack motivation.
Am trying to push myself to study. 'cept I'm just absolutely worn out. Keep telling myself, "2 more day, I can do this." >.< Then 5 exams..
I am lacking motivation.
Yeah, that's more accurate. I'm lacking the desire/capability to sit down and do work. Like, I end up updating livejournal, watching various episodes of CCS, and in general, wasting too much time. Mef, will go back to mentally pushing myself to get stuff accomplished.
Oh, yeah, I have a 69.3% in history. Probably failed today's Palmer. ::shrugs:: I know I didn't ace it. Last one this year, anyways. I should study history over the summer to get (hahaha, yeah right) an A next year in history. Need to study math and physics too... as well as several subjects (writing, Math IIc, Physics) for SAT IIs. Need to find time to relax, program, watch all the anime I have. I've taken to deleting the stuff I've watched now... Well, some of it, anyways.
::wanders off to waste energy visualizing complex circles/line arrangements in the air around him::
Am trying to push myself to study. 'cept I'm just absolutely worn out. Keep telling myself, "2 more day, I can do this." >.< Then 5 exams..
I am lacking motivation.
Yeah, that's more accurate. I'm lacking the desire/capability to sit down and do work. Like, I end up updating livejournal, watching various episodes of CCS, and in general, wasting too much time. Mef, will go back to mentally pushing myself to get stuff accomplished.
Oh, yeah, I have a 69.3% in history. Probably failed today's Palmer. ::shrugs:: I know I didn't ace it. Last one this year, anyways. I should study history over the summer to get (hahaha, yeah right) an A next year in history. Need to study math and physics too... as well as several subjects (writing, Math IIc, Physics) for SAT IIs. Need to find time to relax, program, watch all the anime I have. I've taken to deleting the stuff I've watched now... Well, some of it, anyways.
::wanders off to waste energy visualizing complex circles/line arrangements in the air around him::
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Date: 2003-06-11 05:28 pm (UTC)It's all almost over.
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Date: 2003-06-11 05:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-06-11 06:28 pm (UTC)'Cept it's wearing off as I can't go to most rehearsals until school ends.
My grades . . . if I'm lucky, I pass all my classes this quarter. Very lucky, and kick the asses of the exams, and I might end up with a C or above as the semester grade for all.
Writing SAT II wasn't hard, Literature was a bit more difficult but still easyishish, and Math Ic was nice, except for poorly worded questions. This fall -- French Reading with Listening, and Chemisty, World History, and maybe Math IIc in the spring.
Get sleep.
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Date: 2003-06-12 03:09 pm (UTC)::cheers for Lady:: you can do it!! Just stay offline and study hard til the exams are over. Maybe that'll convince your mother that you should stay in high school (mrf, you should stay in high school regardless, but yeah, I won't start a rant about that now...)
I do get sleep! ::worries about her instead::
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Date: 2003-06-11 07:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-06-12 03:12 pm (UTC)