Bah.

[ibneko]

Senior Photos tomorrow, need to figure out exactly what I need to bring (one casual set of clothes? how casual? and props.. what props? I don't want props, do I? Am I suppose to bring the "school jacket, shirt and tie"? What if I can't tie a tie??? >.<) I'm so confused. Should call fei-fei or gordon and ask what they brought. Or maybe get their early, figure out what to bring, then go home, grab needed stuff, and go back? Or maybe I should use the phone (oh, brilliant idea, why didn't I think of this earlier?) and call the number provided? Anyhow, if people are bored with nothing to do, my time is 11:15. Senpai's time, on the other hand, is at 1:45. If my thing takes an hour, then it'd be 12:15. Do I really want to wait one and a half hours just to see senpai? Am tempted, I must admit. I miss people! =T.T=

Have started my own VSD, me being the main character. I lack good, workable material in my life (which is actually very very boring, study for SAT IIs, study chinese, dance brief intervals of DDR as a poor replacement for exercise, sightread duets with my mom as an apologetic motion for lacking motivation to sincerely practice anything).

Today's two 'fun' activities were both canceled. Gordon couldn't find JVD (ano, is he still in the western US? he hasn't posted since that yellowstone post... o.O should I have told Gordon??? I thought he knew, and that JVD was already back.. but why hasn't JVD posted anything else yet?) so we canceled the movie. Hope I didn't irritate Gordon... hope he understood. ('cause like Gordon was going to bring some other girl who I don't know at all. o.O it would have been weird.). Then there was LisaKita. It would have been them and me. Which wouldn't have been that bad, but probably awkward, although I'm sure I could have gotten nice blackmail photos. Then again, they would probably be too careful. Would be cool to have donned a black shirt, black sunglasses, and stalked them :D

And I've been spending less time on the computer recently. This frightens me. What's wrong with me!!! ^^;;; I've actually been forgetting to real people's journals daily, so gomen ne~ (Then again, at least 5-8 people don't update daily, so it's not like it really makes that much of a difference ^^;;;;; excuses, excuses, yes, yes, I know, bad neko, will stop making them. Now hush.)
Anyways, so yes, I am reading people's entries, just one or two days behind. And usually I haven't had time to post comments, due to (more excuses, Gomen nasai!! m(_._)m) being busy... of my two do list, there's still too much left to do, and time is flying so much faster than I would like it to... I only have 6? more weeks left to study for all three SAT IIs I need to take, read the two english summer reading books, study chinese so I can read it well enough and preferably write decent essays, read the history summer reading book, finish my extended essay, and relax. NYAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! ::can't decide if she wants to fall over and faint or run around in 1.57079632675 ft radius circles (that'd be pi divided by two, for those who don't see that immediately =^.-=)::

<lj-cute name="insert your name here"> Yes, You too, Lady. </lj-cute>

Comments

[marbenais.livejournal.com]

Calm down, calm down!

And why am I randomly at the end?

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

bah, it was supposed to be "lj-cute name=etc", randomness... nevermind ^^;;;

[ex-night-in-292.livejournal.com]

Have a couple of things I want to say:

1. I'm really glad you posted this because I've actually been quite worried about you. I was even thinking of writing you a long email or something. You've been too absent from my friends page and I was starting to think maybe something bad happened. You don't know how relieved I am that it's just stress... not that stress is a good thing either but it's sure better than being depressed.

2. Hope the photo shoot thingie goes well for you, you sound quite stressed about it. I'm sure it won't be that bad. ::hopes it goes smoothly::

3. WOW! Your study schedule looks chaotic!! Good luck with it all!!! My advice would be to stay calm, focus and get things done one at a time... don't panic.

Despite the fact that you've been so busy I hope you still managed to have a pleasant weekend XD I'm thinking of you, take care!

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

Ah, gomen, gomen~ ^^;; Well, actually, I'm not really that stressed, my writing tends to be a bit exaggerated a bit on occations... it's just that I've really haven't had much time on the computer, between relaxing, doing homework. and WST (drama thingie)...

The photo shoot went fine, actually, just a minor bit of confusion about what I was supposed to bring, so I was worried and stuff... ::shrugs::

::nods obediently:: no panicking~

(lol, spell check corrects gomen into go men... ^^;;;)

[(Anonymous)]

*blinks* Geez... why are you so stressed during the summer? Be assured I've done FAR less than you have (as in no work what so ever). Now let's see... I'm sure there are other guys there who can help you with the tie. You don't have to wait for me, just drive over here or something if you want to visit. Me and mini-lily have been discussing another get-together date...sort of. Gordon was going to bring some random girl to see a pornish/kinky movie? *raised eyebrows* Considering the fact that you never seem to sleep, I still don't get why you don't have enough time...
Oh btw, I see you've mastered the kowtow face/icon/thingy (although it looks like you are pressign your face to the ground instead of your forehead) ^^

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

.... I do get sleep!.... gimme date, wanna join get-together thing ^^

[perplexedgecko.livejournal.com]

Senior photos -- I remember those. Blargh. It was worse for us girls, who had to wear that ridiculous drape thing. And then they make you wear graduation get-up and hold a fake certificate and a fake rose. They also try to get you to have your photo taken in front of a fake-ass "castle" background and other such stuff. Man, I hated senior photos.

Your schedule looks hellish. *sigh* Senior year and the summer before is like that, what with college applications and all. Is there a school you really like? Because if there is, I strongly urge applying Early Decision; if you get in ED, it saves you unbelievable amounts of stress during Winter Break. That's what I did with Bryn Mawr.

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

Mmmm, I don't recall any fake castle background this time... maybe they're getting poor...

Hmmm... ::nods:: thanks for the advice... I think cornell is early action though, and MIT.. dunno.