The situation I'm in right now...

[ibneko]

...or so it feel like it.. (it's a MUD reference. You may not understand.)

<87hp 50m 12v> n
You go north.

It's a Trap!
You have fallen and you can't get up.

<87hp 50m 10v> n
You can't go that way.

<87hp 50m 10v> u
You can't go that way.

<87hp 50m 10v> d
You can't go that way.

<87hp 50m 10v> e
You can't go that way.

<87hp 50m 10v> w
You can't go that way.

<87hp 50m 10v> s
You can't go that way.

<87hp 50m 10v> recall
You're cursed and can not recall right now.

...it's just.. each day, I come home, try to do homework, fall asleep because I just can't stay awake any longer for a several hours, end up staying up very late (3-5 AM) and not getting sleep, which makes me tired the next day and so I struggle through school, then come home, try to do homework, fall asleep because I just can't stay awake any longer... You get the point. Stupid endless cycle. And I can't do anything about it right now like put everything off until the day it's due, because I'm already doing that... and because I have something large and time consuming due each day of the week. ::sighs and curls up in a miserable little ball to go sleep::

Comments

[balor.livejournal.com]

Heh, that sound exactly like all the mud's I've played. But hey, think of it this way, you are a second semester senior now, and soon, very soon it will all be over, and then you will be in a nice university of your choice where you will have a completely different menagerie of time consuming things to deal with.

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

Actually, we're still in first semester =^^= 8 more days before exams start.

[balor.livejournal.com]

Whoops, my bad. But I'm sure you'll do well, and then you will be a second semester senior and whatever I said above will once again apply.

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

::nods:: we'll see.

[marbenais.livejournal.com]

::hugs:: yes, exactly . . .

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

::mrews:: is this what your life feels like . . . ?

[marbenais.livejournal.com]

::chuckles:: yes, dear.

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

::sniffles and protests to the world in general:: . . . but that's horrible! Lady shouldn't have to live like that!

[marbenais.livejournal.com]

Eh, I've been getting at least three hours of sleep the past few nights (after the horrid marathon of being up for 36 hours) but I'm still not doing well in English, and I still have some more scampering around with desperate attempts in French and AP Envi Sci . . . so, basically, I'm saying I still suck anyway.

Like I said to Deb, it's rather sad that the history IA is the least of my worries, and it's the ONLY IB class I'm taking.

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

::snuggles up to her:: You don't suck, silly. That's ummm... Sailor Moon in a catgirl bondage outfitBush's job.

*hugs*

[shanrina.livejournal.com]

I don't understand the reference, but I'm feeling the same way right now. Just take a deep breath and relax. Don't think about how much you have to do. Just sit down and do it without thinking (I know, I know, this sounds like really bad advice, but it works). Don't worry about other assignments. Just focus on getting that one thing done without interruptions. Everything will get better because exams are coming up and exams are pretty relaxing...just go in, take a test, and go home again. Half days, then a break. Everything's going to be fine, and then you start fresh second semester. In the words of Douglas Adams, Don't Panic. And good luck getting everything done.

Re: *hugs*

[ibneko.livejournal.com]

::nods::