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Apr. 2nd, 2003 06:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ibnekommmm...
sometimes I wonder if sometimes I comment just to get people to say I'm helpful. I really hope not, because that'd be rather silly of me, wouldn't it...
and I have a problem with talking to non-friend females one on one in casual conversations in real life. A rather somewhat serious one. Because I don't know how to respond. So I just kinda mumble something and look away. And it's been happening more often recently... I think I have this problem with non-friend guys as well. And teachers and adults too. Especially when I'm not particularly well versed in that subject.
Maybe it's the lack of self-confidence in how I look. Odd, I didn't think I cared.
oh well. maybe I can hide behind my computer all the time, hehehehe... and stick with IM and e-mail. which I like much, yep. I wonder if that problem occurs on the phone... then again, I've never had a casual conversation over the phone. Most of times, I've had some point/question/whatnot or other... and so it was never too bad.
::self-defined geek, hai!::
sometimes I wonder if sometimes I comment just to get people to say I'm helpful. I really hope not, because that'd be rather silly of me, wouldn't it...
and I have a problem with talking to non-friend females one on one in casual conversations in real life. A rather somewhat serious one. Because I don't know how to respond. So I just kinda mumble something and look away. And it's been happening more often recently... I think I have this problem with non-friend guys as well. And teachers and adults too. Especially when I'm not particularly well versed in that subject.
Maybe it's the lack of self-confidence in how I look. Odd, I didn't think I cared.
oh well. maybe I can hide behind my computer all the time, hehehehe... and stick with IM and e-mail. which I like much, yep. I wonder if that problem occurs on the phone... then again, I've never had a casual conversation over the phone. Most of times, I've had some point/question/whatnot or other... and so it was never too bad.
::self-defined geek, hai!::
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Date: 2003-04-02 07:53 pm (UTC)Guys are much much much easier with whom to talk! Mrrr, you need practice, I guess. Apparently eye contact is good . . . I hate it. It is bad and horrid and yeah.